But I have to say it somewhere. Im at a stand still in my life and I absolutely hate everything one day and love it the next. I’ve become a bitchy hypocrite cause I hate the way our world works but I lack motivation to make myself any better. Any possible solution I think of or hear can be instantly shut down and I hate that I can’t have a plan, that im just waiting for a realization of my life goals and the right opportunity. I can’t complain though cause I know it could be so much worse, im not doing too bad but o don’t want my process to end here. If anyone actually reads this, please just say something. I know this rant is unorganized and senseless but I no one to talk to so im just laying here crying and it hurts. anything would help at this point.
Expectation is the root of all heartache.